12.26.2011

sighhh..

It’s like once you feel everything is going good, something suddenly brings you down. Knowing myself, I’ll be in denial for the longest time. I keep acting like nothings wrong and I think that as long as I keep playing it off, things will eventually go back to normal. But during this whole process, I’m getting tired. Then I start to forget what I’m fighting and holding on to. It gets so tiring and frustrating I end up asking myself “why fight for something that’s not meant for me?”

But I hate losing. I’ll keep trying till I’m completely out of energy. Well, at this point…I AM REALLY TIRED of trying. I’ll let go now. Sometimes letting go is the best thing you can do for yourself.

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